reason why...???

the reason why i am single...??
huh...
no specific reason actually........

may be i'm not beauty enough to be someone's lover...

maybe i'm not that cool enough ...

maybe i'm not that kind..

maybe i'm not have the courage..

maybe i'm clumsy..

maybe i'm childish

maybe i'm too grumpy..

maybe i'm not good enough to be loved...

is it true.....??
hmm i guess ..i've to wait a little bit longer to be loved..
until there's someone who can accept me 4 who i am,....

but when???
when is it???
'm really tired to wait...

i'm really envy to watch other people laugh wif their love's one....
( a little bit of selfih )

not 'envy' ..like i wanna grab their happiness....
i'm 'envy'..like i wanna have the happiness juz like them....


or..should i sing the these song to my mom....

" oh.mama..
saya mau kawen...
kawen dgn siapa?
dgn siapa saja...."


oh no!...
i'm not that desperate okay...
haaa! what a joke....

lalalalalalla..
've should been wait....
wait.....
n
wait.............